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Today I spend half a day at the recovery drop-in center in Singapore.

I am not going to set up myself to fail in my recovery
when I shared with newcomers’ face to face.

I needed to be reminded that I am an expert at creating my problem;
I am good at hurting myself and harming others with my gambling.
I am not better than another person.
There is nothing for me to be proud.
I should be ashamed of my embarrassing, irresponsible, unremorseful and wrongful deeds.

Pride goes before destruction.

For whoever exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted.” Luke 14:11.

Dear God, I am a sinner,
please forgive me,
please have mercy on me,
I pray in Jesus’s name,
Amen!