I accept that I am fasting from gambling and I am willing to do whatever it takes to stay gamble free today and I admit that I have not been truthful and honest after I receive some funds two days ago.
I question myself today.
Why did I want to hold on to excess cash that I do not need for my daily expenses for the past two days? This way I have intentionally leave loophole in my recovery so that I can gamble anytime I want.
Although no one knows about this, I must be honest to myself. Whatever excuses that I have to hold on to this cash is a lie.
“Repent before it is too late”
I better hand over this money to another person today. I am not going to risk gambling with this money for one more day.
I only need to stay gamble free today.
Tomorrow, I do the same
One day at a time.