I have heard some news recently. They are not confirmed yet.
The client may not be renewing the contract for the service that my company is providing. I have enjoyed 15 months of stable work, income and comfort in this place. I was able to provide for the family, paid all my bills on time, have some saving every month. It was nice and wish this never end.
I was concern that a different and new working place may not be suitable. I was a little worried that if I change job, my income may be lesser than what I am getting now and may not be able to do everything that I am doing now.
I have work continuously for 15 months on this job, I was afraid and fear that this will come to an end.
These negative emotions have grown stronger recently
plus the recent hotter weather and heat is not helping and making things tougher for me.
Life can throw curve balls at me in life.
Everything is fine for me now.
I just have to work harder to stay focus on today.
I only need to stop gambling today.
I need to put in effort not to worry, fear and be anxious unnecessary with the unknown future.
It is so important to focus on living today. Living in the moment, not in the past or future.
It is so important for me to continue doing what I have been doing to help me stay gamble free.
Once I stop practicing them, the risk and danger returns.
- This reply was modified 5 months, 1 week ago by kin.