Hi Kim,
Like you, I’ve failed on my quit attempts over and over. One thing I found interesting about your story is you still have your priorities in line. You said you don’t gamble until after dinner, dishes are done. Emails are done. Etc. well honestly, as the addiction gets stronger you’ll soon notice those things won’t get done and all you’ll want to do is gamble. You won’t want to do the dishes. You will put off your work. If we don’t make a decision to quit today, no matter what happens in our life/ day, things will only get worse. It will not get better. I know you can do this. Quit now before it takes complete control of your life because it will.
Craig