I have a dog and my cat died 20 days ago which really spiraled my gambling.
I also have two horses which I’m pretty sure I’ll need to sell. Had them for 14 years. They’re elderly now so I’m not sure I’ll be able to find a good home for them.
I worked almost everything, from finance to internal control to procurement and middle management.
I’m 45, female.
I’m a good tennis player and know how to train horses. I was a child with dreams once and pursued hobbies and passions. Partially because I was talented as a child and good at things, partially because I wanted to please my father who always expected the best results without many investments. So I’m good at many things but don’t excel at anything.
I enjoy playing tennis but spending money on training bothers me, unlike giving tens of thousands of euros to casinos.
I had the money to change my life and reprogram my brain but I gave the money to the casino.