Day 53!
Wowww!! Hi everyone! Thank you all for taking the time to write. It’s been feeling pretty lonely on this site. I’m glad to know there are a few of us checking in. ❤️
I think now I have been starting to feel the depth of the debt. More so, I think I also realize I’m a bit impatient. The random “maybe I could gamble my money back” thought has crossed my mind – not gonna lie. BUT I feel my head space has been so clear since I’ve been truly working on being more conscious.. I realize “what a stupid thought that is”.. who actually believes you can win your money back?? Answer: a gambling addict. Definitely has been grounding and very real letting that soak in. .. I won’t be gambling to win my money back, and I know the road to pay this off won’t be long, but will feel like an eternity. gambling will never be an option or even ever an answer to a problem.
It’s raining today. I finished work this morning, came home cleaned up.. now going to go work on this philosophy course!! 😅🫣
I hope everyone continues going forward one day at a time. ❤️❤️
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