[asdfghost]

I can’t deal with it. I got sick with temperature and cracked my head off the brick gambling wall. I’m just stupid. There’s nothing left to say. I wish I died as soon as possible.
I can’t do any job. I’m an idiot. I was cursed because of my irresponsibility and reckless behavior and now I’m done. Completely. My heart is beating fast right now and I cannot put my thoughts together.
Why it has to be like that. Why? I know and don’t know the answer at the same time. But that doesn’t matter anymore. Is this the end?