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When I complained to a professional about my worry, anxiety, fear and stress.
It was very obvious for them to see that I was carrying all the weight on my own.
I did not trust God, I rejected God.
I trust myself more than I trust God.
I did not let go of the steering wheel to God,
I did not trust God to take control of the steering wheel.

I told my counsellor that I read the bible, I goes to church, and I pray.
The reply from my counsellor surprise and shock me.
My counsellor told me that I was doing it wrongly, I was not doing enough.

It was very hard, I was thinking what else should I do?
Everything lead me to the present gambling support group in a church.

Things started to change for me…