I even envy you a bit. That must feel amazing to live each day without a tiny bit of worry about wasting money, time, and losing your mind in such a destructive activity that kills you, slowly but surely. I wish I had much more reasons to enjoy the days passing by, not wasting the time I have, these little pennies that I got not even via a serious job experience, and rapidly degrading due to overload of videogames and lack of intelligent thoughts the brain of mine.
Sorry for the complaining, I just feel like I’m missing the purpose in anything little bit more than before.