I hope it grows into another 7 months of gamble free time. I lasted 9 months one time and then thought if I could do that why couldn’t I manage my gambling. So i got started again slowly at first and within limits but it didn’t last. I got into it bigger and better than ever. Now I have 30 thousand dollars of debt, that is what the Casino gave me. Even with that knowledge I would go back if I could. The only thing that keeps me away are the barriers I have in place now. I am knowledgeable and aware of more information now more than ever yet the desire to gamble is still there. I see there really aren’t big winners in the casino’s any more and I even feel I will loose before I even enter and still the urge to gamble is strong. So the ugly truth is I must not gamble and hopefully I won’t from now on. I hope it gets easier for us both from here on in. FG
