Hello its almost 6 weeks since i am living without gambling. I am living my new life and hate everything about sports and sports gambling. I dont follow ssports news and sport and i dont even think about gambling. Didnt had so much urge this time but i knot it will come and try to take me away again. I am ready and just try to be strong to this battle !!!. My wife gave me absoluteluly last chance to save my family and i will fight this time as never before. I dont have solutions to solve my financial problens and debts this time because my wife doesnt want, or simply due our childerns simply can not help me with financial help and make so big risk again. But i will find something. I am starting to feel preasure because banks are calling me and asking money. I cannt pay all that and try to get some help. But to be honest, i dont care about debts and banks so much this time. I just have full focus on my recovery. I dont want to gamble again!! Never!! I will do my all best to not to place any bet in rest of my life!! I hope that God will help me and safe both me and my fanily and all people in this world!!! I have it really wonderful with my family again. Life is wonderful!!
