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#74525
Newshoulder
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Hi guys,

unfortunately i am in quarantine due to covid. Yesterday was day 9 GF, i had nothing to do but watching sports and i deposit an amount on an online bookmaker. I was very conflicted but i placed a bet and i lost. After that i placed another one, i felt very bad and I promised myself that I would withdraw all back no matter what the result was. I won and i tied the first loss. I withdrew everithing and i felt very light.

I don’t know how to categorize this event, but i have positive thoughts, i shouldn’t have placed that first bet but i managed to resist the monster after the second one.
During the two hours that the whole thing lasted I felt very bad regretting the positive sensations that I had felt since I was GF.

Now i’ve closed also that site that was out of the selfexclusion.

I don’t know if I can go on with the count, but i’m writing it anyway

+10 GF