[astrofly21]

Got through today – that feeling is still there though, the sadness of losing, disbelief that I let things happen the way it did, and even worse – ideas as to how to get it all back (which is so stupid).

It really hurt at the time, but eventually my mind let it go for a bit as I focused on other things.

I know that it will be like this for a while, but another post reminded me that its one day at a time to get better.