hi after nearly 5 month not gambling i fell again big time ,a week ago a fixed deposit that i had done over ten years ago terminated closed and the amount of it 12k went back to my saving account where i have the card visa, imminently i started thinking about gambling so last thursday i started playing again till this morning i finished by losing all the 12k from my bank account. from thursday till now sunday i could have stopped with a plus with few thousand up 10 or more times but every time i continued playing till i lost it all. now im feeling really bad about my self i always loose control like im so stupid that i know that im going to loose it all but continue till im broke. monday i decided that i will go to stop all my bank cards i cant have them anymore i will use only cash. so that i never play online casino again…….
