Day 7. Other than day 1 this was my hardest yet as all that I have done was coming to haunt me. We as a family are currently just surviving doing a very limited weekly shop and the first one was yesterday. I tried to out together a plan but it cost to much so the wife stepped in. All day she was strange with me and it was due to the fact of been reminded of what I have done. Over time I know the pain will get easier and slowly turn to forgiveness. I can feel my heart breaking which is how she has been feeling over the last few months and maybe even years. I’m struggling to cope with the pain that I have caused and am trying to make it right. I just wish there was a quick fix but I know they is not. On a positive note not gambled not even thought about it. My family is more important. Lk
