Presumably you have to buy the bitcoins? Who could help with the acountabilty so you can’t access the funds with which to do this?
You stopped before, you can stop again. This time though remember we are never “cured.” If we need help to stop gambling then it is important to keepusing support to maintain recovery.
If your name relates to the football team and you live locally to t then you have several GA meetigns in your ara. You can also keep your thread running here.