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Amber_Disfordone
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Losing the money has sucked, but by no means has it been the worst thing I’ve lost to this addiction. It’s time trust love things that will take far longer to get back than the money and some of which just like the money I will never get back. My last relapse my best friend is in town from New York and instead of spending the time with her I gave it to my addiction the time before that it was my birthday and instead of starting the year off being excited for the prospects I was depressed because I’m still doing the same old shit the time before that was Mother’s Day when I should’ve been at home with my family but once again I was giving everything I had to my addiction. On Friday during my last relapse I’m saying to the players on the table with me as long as I have a chip I have a chance but I didn’t realize as long as I’m playing with the chips and have no chance