Of course, you feel anger about the injustice of it all – and other things, no doubt. Anger denied is often more destructive so it is very positive that you recognize your true feelings and can ‘own’ them. They are less likely to control you, then, because they are in your conscious mind and you can actively think about what is going on, what you need and what you can do.
It is lovely to hear about your little boy and the little girl to come in 2014. I wish you all every good thing.