I agree many times you are faced with that mindset. Telling you one bet and you will win the big jackpot. Fell most of the time in that trap. Today i walked passed those traps i said to myself i am going to save my money for something useful. I want to continue being addicted to saving my funds. Yes that is the challenge when the money is available to you on your account the temptation and the mind battle begins. Brother i know it you know it lets us be strong and rewire reprogram reboot renew reset our minds to focus on the freedom on the road to recovery by putting better use of our time and seeing the value of our health above it all. Money is not the issue it is our minds brother. Observe the mind be aware of its thoughts and delete and clear those unwanted thoughts or better yet redesign your thoughts to help someone with a bigger problem than yours. Importantly be thankful always for the ability to help others by helping yourself in the process. Thank you brother.