[Steev]

Ryan – can you get into chat one evening or maybe contact someone on the 1-2-1 here. It is difficult to help when we know so little about you – e.g. the nature of your disability, where you are located, etc. There may be things that people could suggest that would be helpful – but I feel all we can say at the moment is “forget your losses and don’t gamble” which I don’t think is helping you. Hope you can get in touch soon.