[vera]

In the run up to Christmas , everything seems magical. Then a stillness sets in. It seems as if you are over worked FG. Take it easy and get all those people to help with the chores.
I agree with Sad. You have a great husband and your gambling was never allowed to damage your family. There is a lot to be said for couples who are loyal to each other and can agree to keep things sacrosanct in their marriage.
Enjoy your holiday.
Happy Christmas !