[finding_laura]

Complacency, financial stress, boredom, same old feelings of resentment, and probably other excuses, and I never made it to six years gamble free. Risking my marriage and the hard won trust of my family. Why? why? why?

I didn’t keep up meetings or coming to this site.

Trying to work on things again. Some times I just feel very tired or it all. Feel like just secluding myself. Not dealing with anyone. I guess that’s what zoning out in front of a slot machine does for me.

Anyway, today is another day. A new day. A gamble free day.

Laura