[I_Maverick]

Really struggling today. The depression is like a terrible black cloud hanging over me as my time ticks away and I cannot do anything. This is awful, I have never felt like this in my life. I have never been so incapable. I normally bounce back from things, but this seems terminal to me. I just don’t see how I can do it.

I am sorry for such a down post, but I just need to write down how I am feeling. It all feels so hopeless.