[Ady]

Feeling calm and cool. Got some pocket money, don’t feel any urge. Climbing out slowly from that slope. Hope is there, alive. Hard to deal with the thoughts about money. At this point, all thoughts are connected with money, and how to get out of it.
About patience, I never considered it a virtue. But it is. And about this search for a support group nearby, it’s not that easy, I am living in a different country than mine. However, I feel strong enough to handle it by myself. And being here, helps already a lot. Thank you