4 April 2015 at 8:24 pm
#29094
Adam26
Participant
I know what your saying. But I think I need more time being their son before I’m their degenerate gambler son. I Know I’m being selfish but it’s just how I feel at the moment. My carrying the burden seems better than sharing it with them. They shouldn’t have to put up with my shit. I’m sure eventually when the talk comes, I’ll of built up my savings more and achieved an amount of clean days I can be proud of myself. At the moment I don’t see what I’ve done as anything to be proud of. I’ll be happy when I’ve gone 6 months. Or a years better. At the moment I still feel like a relapse is right round every corner. Just gotta keep going straight.