It’s hard at times sure. Every time, EVERY time I lock up the bandits at night I subconciously touch my back pocket to see if there’s any money in there. I just need to make sure I turn them off quickly before my mind starts ticking. I’ve stood in front of them before with a note in my hand just running over the odds in my head. Before I know it I’ve been stood there 10 minutes. I used to play a silly game with myself. Because the machines note intake is a bit dodgy, it often spits notes back out. I used to challenge myself, if it spits the note back out, that’s the universes way of telling me not to play. But the sad thing is, I’d find myself going best out of three with a bloody machine. I remember doing it a lot. I don’t remember ever taking the universes advice…
