[steph40]

I haven’t been posting every day, but have been coming on this site at least once a day to read posts which I have found so helpful. I have not had a lot of gambling urges and it is not on my mind as much as it was last month. I am continuing to put blocks in place to stay gamble free and will be starting counselling in October. With being gamble free I am realizing that my marriage is not healthy- there is a lot of blame coming my way (which I take responsibility for) but I can’t continue to be reminded of my mistakes every day.. I guess time will tell if we can move past it.