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Gbabyh
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I dont know what to say… I haven’t gambled but some of my actions the last few days have been in contradiction as to who I want to be. I acted against my own gut the other day, even though I was contemplating whether or not to do it for a few hours. In the end, I did the wrong thing. It was nothing too serious, but it was one of those situations where you risk letting some people down in order to put yourself in a more comfortable position, short term…

I guess I’m battling my guilt and my past failures at the moment, one thing is for sure… I’m not as happy as I were last week. Funny how fast things can change. There is nothing else for but to keep trying… keep trying to get it right and make smart choices, listen to my gut feeling, and live with the consequences of my choices – instead of trying to escape them.

I wish you all the best.

Chris