[andy84]

Day one

Woke up thinking about my financial ruin. My need to sort my life out. Keeping it to myself at the min. My family don’t understand the addiction. This is my councilling.

Got out and ran 7 miles. Got a marathon to train for next April, which will take my time up. Being mad busy in work also helps, but there is always a niggling doubt at the back of my mind, that my next bet is only around the corner.

I have no credit cards and I’m going to ring for a new debit card this week, so that I don’t know the number. I will ask family members to hold the card for me too. Day one of the rest if my life. I do crave a bet, but I’m putting those feelings yo one side.

Thanks for your support.