[Dark Energy]

Day# Zero again.
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nI have really nothing to say, so depressed and shameful from what I did.
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nfeeling hopeless, feeling like I am losing the war. 4 years since I hit my lowest rock bottom but today I hit another rock bottom it is at a higher level but it feels worst than before.
nI hit this rock bottom after a 4 F** years of resisting this addiction 4 years of a financial recovery, 4 years of trial and error.
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nI know I am depressed today and a few days later I will be better but what is the point? the ship will eventually sink no matter what I did or what I will do.