[Dark Energy]

still going well, but today was tough on me i was very close to relapse but i have survived.
it is funny how I was convinced that this time could be different!! i was really convinced!! it really strikes me how vulnerable I am even after a 160 GF days.
nothing changed why it will be different?? at least the rational part of me won this time. but the headache and the anxiety are unbearable . I will try to sleep now to wakeup fresh to fight for another day tomorrow.

it has been long time since the last time i post here. hope you all are doing well.
bye for now it has been a tough day