[Dark Energy]

going well, no urges; no thoughts at all to gamble, actually i just notice while i am writing the first sentence in this post that it has been long time since i have a bad thoughts about all the money that i lost. I love this indifference state that i have reached regarding that lost money I hope this will continue. don’t get me wrong ofcurse losing money is bad but to keep thinking about it is much worst. 

i hope this ( indifference feeling about the lost money will continue ).

nothing to add, just living my life, fighting the real life challenges ( which is a lot, specially after a years of gambling coma).