Dear San
I am so, so pleased the terror sleeps on and I hope to hear the other issues are resolved soon.
We can only live one day at a time and I think knowing that helps us choose not to allow another person or event to control us. Worrying about yesterday and/or tomorrow allows us too much time to let ‘what ifs’ and ‘if onlys’ enter our heads.
I look forward to reading your post on ‘the ego’ – it sounds like a good thing for getting the little grey cells moving. Perhaps you could put it in this forum as a separate thread because the topic forum didn’t move across from the old site very well.
I appreciate the expression your ‘cg’s adventures – I think it is saying you have listened to him without giving his addiction the reaction it wanted. It will only be when he achieves a gamble-free life that he will fully appreciate how much you loved him when you refused to enable.
I look forward to speaking to you again soon.