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Sorry that I have not been here, but I have been on holidays with limited access to internet. I had a nice relaxing time away from the stress and the demands (although they did ask me to come into work to help out with a situation when I was out if town). I must admit that I did “fall”, as I was at a casino for my birthday. Ir was different this time. I dont really consider it falling, although I did gamble, because now it is different for me. I am now much more aware of what I am doing, and not gambling for 3 weeks before this ( although I think it was 25 days to be exact), has shaken the glaze from my eyes while I am there. I was mirr aware of my surroundings, went in and our within a good time period, and didnt have the same desire to keep going like I did before. It has been 7 days since I have been there and the desire to gamble is getti g less and less and I find myself free from constant thought of doing so. I hope this is a good indicator of things to come and wish everyone well. The season is changing here, but still stalled in summer weather now and then. It’s the same for me. I am changing. I may stall for a bit but the change is coming, and I can feel it and am planning for the new season in my life.