Had surgery last week and I am recovering at the moment which always leads to reflective time. And although I am still not proud of where I am, I know I am proud of what I have come out of. Today was a tempting day but I went through the motions of uncovering why I wanted to go and talked myself out of it. Nothing is worth going down that road again, no amount of money can justify it. So, today is one more day that I am cg free.
I go back to work in a couple of days and I will channel my desire and need for money by working at it. I seriously cant live forever with my parents, I am 33 for goodness sake!