[CornishLass]

Appreciate your thoughts Monica. 

Would love to say that I’m at the stage where I want to not gamble / drink but truth is I’m more at the stage where I realise that in order for me to have a chance of a happy life I simply can’t do those things. The chance of happiness / peace is possible if I can just shut up that screaming child in my head that shouts to gamble / drink.

Day 5.