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#30017
Maui415
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Fritz,
You have no idea how much your reply is helping me so much at this moment.
I’m sitting here at McDonald’s eating comfort foods as I am full of regrets and self loathing right now. Here in Reno for the last three days, used up the 3 free comp nights. My plan was to relax by the resort pool, work out, use spa, read a book, maybe play slots for an hour or 2. Instead I blew out a thousand dollars which I saved over the last few months, and it’s all gone.

I DONT EVER WANT TO SET FOOT IN ANY CASINO EVER! It’s a very dangerous place for me. I CANT CONTROL myself once I start, no matter what strategy I used, and I’ve tried many. I ALWAYS end up gambling until all my cash is gone. And I hate myself for it. I don’t want to feel like that anymore.

I’ll be checking in here frequently, as I need your support. All of you – who have been there and understand exactly what I’m going through. PLEASE.