[i-did-it]

Fifteen weeks gamble free tomorrow.
Almost had a little money panic but got by without resorting to borrowing – I cut back a little and stayed calm. In the past a money worry would have sent me straight to an online casino!

Last night I dreamt that I was gambling – I had a handful of 50p coins and I was throwing them into the machine – I felt absolutely horrible – had that feeling we get when we know we have gone too far… and then I glanced in my bag and I had coins left and didn’t think I had lost after all- but found a square 2p which was. extremely rare and very valuable !

I woke up feeling extremely relieved that it was just a dream but also with a heightened awareness that I am only coin away from gambling !

Onwards and upwards!