[doppie]

Thank you for your kind words. No I don’t look at gambling as a positive thing. Honestly it is more likely to ruin everything that I built up if I can’t manage to stop.

I was trying to write my story out, and also put sone willpower in it so that I could grab myself together and say to myself: I DONT WANT THIS IN MY LIFE.

Sorry if my message read it like the outcome is positive.

The truth is, I have managed to stop for a few months already a few tines. Yet I always relapse. Currently I have a huge debt, and it makes me feel depressed to see this is the result of my own mistakes.