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#35597
3raser
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today i gambled, i lost, i won, i felt nothing, 1 week ago i was doing great, i had won enough to put me in a comfortable position and i knew i had to stop there and then, i keep thinking it’s greed that make me go back for “one last bet” but i don’t think that’s true. i do know that it is really difficult to stop when you are on top, the addiction waits until you are on your knees before you act.
i don’t think tomorrow will be my “day 1” as i seem to be on a path of self destruct, it’s about time i listened to my own advice and. i will beat this, i just didnt manage take my millionth first step today