Hello Ell
That is a lovely post. I wish you and your little family all good things at this time.
You are in a different place this year. It is not ‘perfect’, but it does not have to be! You may think things move slowly (like the turtle), but the important thing is that you are all moving in the right direction.
I am glad you can breathe – breathing is good, in fact it is also essential.
Best wishes,