Bless day Stephen. Thank you brother. I appreciate your comments. Wow 20 days without that feeling you all know. I am staying strong despite of. I am focusing on positive affirmations and this forum has given me that upiftment. I appreciate it alot. Man it is a vigourous journey so many things we have felt and keep telling ourselves over and over. I am moving on. I respect all those who are coming on this forum seeking help and recovery. Stephen i really admire your courage and the encourage you give on this forum. Very inspiring man esp when you highlighted the years men on GA are and how we are recognizing it at an early time to completely stop before we reach 60- 70 yrs living in mounted debts and regrets. Got nothing to show for it. That stuck on note in my conscious. Thank you for highlighting that brother. Please continue doing what you doing be that beacon of hope for others. God bless you and your family this christmas season. Stay positive. Thank you