Hi folks, I only seem to pop back when there’s a drama , posting from my phone is not ideal for me and I don’t enjoy it at all but it’s all I’ve got!
Sooooo, the word tonight is that my husbands job of 16 years is over, his boss is retiring due to health problems. That in itself is not the problem, he’s a great worker and is already being head hunted. The problem is his attitude. I’m not sure how much more of this woe is me I can take! Misery guts all over the place, it’s bringing me down. 6 and a half years gamble free, this isn’t how I imagined it would be ( picture the perfect family portrait and that was in my head, delusional I know!) I am married to the biggest sad sack God put breath into. His attitude simply sucks! I feel like I’m never going to get ahead and I mean happy ahead living with this man. I’m taking him to the doctor, he needs a chill pill badly!!!!
Walking on eggshells is the order of the day and who wants to live like that?????
Anyway, thoughts of gambling have been crossing my mind, looking for that magical escape! Self exclusion saves me there, I’ve been away the last week, we went camping and came home a week early because nothing was good enough, I was having a lovely time to be honest! I don’t make resolutions but by geez I’m going to try and make this year about me, not sure how to make that happen but I will give it my best shot.
I’m too tired to type anymore, my friends, life is what you make it and I’m not making anything at the moment. As the wise Harry always says….if nothing changes, nothing changes! Scares me to death but this is my year and I’m going for it!
Love to you all, K xxx
