#3714
mamyth
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Having an anxiety attack ….. panic, fear …. of what? Just txtd him asking for talk about the bills …. that he will just ignore it …. not ready or able to deal with it … simply is moving away from whole situation and wants nothing more to do with any of it …. I need to do things for me too … offering him an opening is for him also for me too … there is so much I feel I don’t understand …. for me I need to understand, it gives me a kind of control over my situation. Angry? no for some reason that does’nt happen … just a deep sadness …