[lorraine]

Well got an update email my son did today,they are requesting all the paper wor regarding the details of bankrupcty,Im numb inside my stomach went into immediate shards of glass ,the fella said ,this doesnt look good ,your bank account shows money being put onto a gambling site,AL MINE ,he does not gamble but unfortunatly it looks like he is the one with the gambling problem not me.
He sent all the info to the fella ,but he said this does not look good.numb iam just numb i feel like my soul is in hold .
called in sick to work for tomorrow,i just cant do this anymore .
I fear for my sons well being too over this .
I wanna run away for the sake of others i do.those who could run from me did years ago .