Hello.
Great start admitting it and coming on here sorry about your loss.
As others have said ban yourself and let your husband know everything it helps slot sharing the problem with close ones.
Try to not be too harsh on yourself it is an illness and it might not seem like it now but each day gets a bit easier. I lost all my savings about 4 weeks ago and was physically sick for a few days. I keep coming back on here everyday it really helps reading other people’s stories and getting support when we get the urge to gamble.
We can all do this together one day at a time you have got this.
