Just another brief comment – try to think of YOU as the priority just now. I, too, am the mother of a young man with this gambling addiction, as well as being a volunteer member of the GT team. And, yes, we mothers have those gut feelings about our children (whatever age they have reached) and desperately want them to be ok. But it is vital that we look after ourselves, make our own journey of recovery – ultimately this will be the best thing for everyone. Think of one thing (at least) that you can enjoy today, just for you.
Wishing you well.