I still haven’t gotten around to the GA meeting yet. A month on and I’m still stuck in the same rut, chasing losses. I’m making a resolution today to stop gambling at least until I pay off all my debts, a baby step I hope I will be able to follow through.
I’ve briefly told my dad that I have ‘money issues’ but he doesn’t know that I’ve still been gambling regularly and told me to be more responsible with what I have.
My social life is nonexistent as of now and the only interactions I have with people are my family and the people at the poker table. It’s an obsession that all of us have in common and leeches our complete and undivided attention and time.
I hope that I will be able to push myself to take a step in the right direction.. starting today.