hello its been a while since I’ve posted .
But that’s probably testament that things are moving on .
I’ve went a few months now without gambling and I’m now beginning to see the benefits .
There isn’t a magic cure for me as I’ve gambled for 30 years and I’ve had so many periods of abstinence . I dont think I will never gamble again but I just feel that I’ve really hit a point where im sick of struggling , the stress of it all.
So thats what keeping me straight at the moment as the feeling I have that my xmas is sorted and bang on track and hoping the new year can kick on .
I’ve never posted on many people’s jourmals as if I cant help myself I dont think I could help anyone else but I hope that everyone can find the strength to keep going and survive .
just for today I will not gamble .x
