[finding_laura]

here today to read, check out chat for a while. Don’t feel like posting. I’m not out of control thankfully due to restricted funds but I can’t say I’ve been clean for very long. Currently have no desire or urge to gamble. I feel like a sh*t for once again deceiving people close to me. Lost a close friend to Cancer this week. Her physical being had suffered so tremendously but she kept a positive fighter outlook through out her battle. Feel blessed to have known her and know that she will look over me. No worries Liz, not preachy 🙂 thank-you for your post. Have a gamble free day everyone. Just for today I will not gamble. Not one bet, not one cent.